April is here!

Saturday 1st:

Scarlett gave me a lovely lay-in. She woke up at 8:30. She had breakfast at 10am and then went back down for a nap. She woke up a midday. We had some lunch then mom got up [she had worked the night before]. We went to my nan’s to pick her up as we were visiting my gran in the old folks home. Scarlett entertained us whilst we were there. She had a chocolate cake and played Giant Connect 4 with my mom. We dropped my nan back home then we picked up my new glasses. After we went food shopping. Scarlett was sat in the trolley touching EVERYTHING we loaded in lol we went home and had some dinner then I put Scarlett to bed.


Sunday 2nd:

She gave me ANOTHER lay-in. What even is this life? She woke up 8:30. Had a bottle. Refused her breakfast and then went back to bed [her request] at 9:30. She then slept until 12:30pm. We had lunch then at 2ish we took a wander over to the park. We took a small picnic [crisps, fruity yoghurt, water etc] and a blanket. We sat on the blanket with some toys for a little while then we packed up and she “walked” up and down the path. She walked so much. We headed back at 3ish and she wanted a bottle and then went back down for another 90 minutes. Not like her at all. She woke up at 5ish. Mom text to say they were on their way home and were going to go for dinner, did we want to come? Yes! But Scarlett got a bit hangry at 6ish so she finished the rest of her spicy tomato crisps to tide her over. My mom picked us up at 7 and we went for dinner with her and her boyfriend. We had a nice meal and Scarlett was in bed by 9ish. We watched Casualty then the new Mrs Brown’s boys TV show. I love it!


I am in bed. Can’t sleep. Have work tomorrow so I should get some shuteye!


Big girl bed


Had my pre-op assessment at 10:45am. Mom watched Scarlett for me. My grandad picked me up at 9:30am and we headed to the hospital. I got there at 10ish. I was mega early but after us getting stuck in traffic the last time we came here, and me almost being late, I didn’t want to chance it. Luckily they weren’t busy and I ended up being seen sooner. I got out at 11am and mom picked me up.

The breathable cot bumpers had come for Scarlett’s cot. As I had already cleared it out and put a fresh sheet on it, I decided she could try it out for the night. If she wasn’t ready I’d know pretty soon as she just wouldn’t settle.

So she had dinner at my nan’s house as we were there for dinner then I bathed her and got her ready for bed. We went home and I settled her for the night. She fell asleep so I laid her in her cot. She stirred twice. She only whinged slightly. No crying. I simply went in and packed her back and she settled just fine. This was at about 9pm and she slept just fine till 8am. I went in to say Hi when I heard she was awake and she was on her front. She gave me the biggest cheesiest grin I’ve ever seen.

She kept turning from each side just because she could lol

As you can see. She was pleased with herself.

Today (Sunday):

We had Sunday lunch at nan’s house. Stayed there until tea time so I fed Scarlett her lovely homemade roast dinner (minus roasted potatoes, hers are mashed, and minus a Yorkshire pud). She loved it. We went home, I bathed her and got her a bottle sorted then we watched the Euro final between Portugal and France. Portugal one in the last 30 minutes of extra time. Shame. I had rooted for France!

She’s in her big girl bed tonight again. Took longer to settle her to sleep as she was fighting it in my arms due to teething, 5 month leap and just pure baby stubbornness lol she went to bed at 10pm. I’ve checked her a few times and the first time she was up the other end of the cot on her front. I moved her down a bit.

I’m going to finish catching up with season 3 of The Originals.


He loves me

I asked Brett about what he was talking to my brother about. He told me he was falling for me. I was surprised he said it. I didn’t think he’d want to admit something like that so soon but I guess it’s best to be upfront.

Wednesday my mom, her friend, my brother, me and Scarlett went to town for lunch. I treated them. We did some shopping. I grabbed a few bits.

In the afternoon mom dropped me at cinema. I watched The Huntsman: Winter’s War. It was brill and I’m glad I saw it. After it finished I went into Morrison’s next door and grabbed a few more 3-6 month outfits for Scarlett for our holidays. I also got 3 packs of nappies plus a crate of cider – because, priorities lol mom picked me up and we went home to sort dinner. We had Chinese. I love it.

Today we didn’t do a lot. I had an awful nights sleep because Brett and I had an argument over something silly before dawn bed and I guess I was stressing over it. So when Scarlett woke at 7am I fed her, changed her nappy then we went back to sleep till 10:30am. I fed her again and we had an hours nap then we got our asses up and went to my nan’s house. My brother was there and we ended up having dinner then we walked home.

Scarlett was being grumpy because of her teeth so when she finally settled for a late afternoon nap I didn’t want to move her so I just stayed on the sofa with her on my lap. Mom fed her at 7ish whilst I was washing up and that was her last feed for the night. At 7:30 I bathed her and got her ready for bed. By 8:30ish she was flat out asleep so at 9 I brought her up to bed. She woke up when I laid her in her bed so I put her in my bed for an hour and then I moved her back to her own. She didn’t wake this time. She seems so small sometimes but then other times she’s growing too fast.

She’s flat out now and I’m quite tired so I’m heading to bed.


Dentist sucks

So day 3 of the advent calendar game lol it is probably the only part of christmas, that as an adult I still enjoy.

I had my long anticipated dentist appointment today. As you’ll remember from my to-do post a while back. Well the dentist told me I’m starting to get slight gum disease in the teeth at bottom right, the ones that surround my half-peaked wisdom tooth. She says its most likely due to the fact that I can’t or haven’t been cleaning the wisdom tooth as thoroughly as I should and some food has gotten under the gum. She wanted to do a full deep clean there and then. I was like “woah Nellie, no way, I can’t afford that right now. Will my teeth fall out if I wait a while?” She said no so I asked for remedies to keep it at bay. She suggested Listerine Totalcare mouth wash and a new firmer toothbrush. So I purchased these from Morrison’s once I’d paid my dental bill. I don’t fancy the idea of a “deep clean” lol it sounds hellish and that’s saying a lot as I’ve had a few fillings in the past and all of them I endured without any anaesthetic.

The twins are here tonight. Fred pushed Frankie off the windowsill in their bedroom Monday and Frank wouldn’t walk, he kept crawling so their mom phoned the doctor up but by the time she’d taken him for the appointment he’d started walking and he seemed fine if you touched his feet and legs. The doctor said to just keep an eye as it didn’t look broken or even bruised. He seems fine to me. He’s just a little whiner but tbh if my bro had shoved me off something I’d be pissed too lol so they’re here overnight and most of tomorrow. They’re in bed asleep and I’m in bed reading. I’ve finished Family – book 4 in “the girl in the box” series and I’ve just started book 5 – Omega. I love these books.

It’s 2 weeks today that Reggie and I go to Watford to the Harry Potter Studio Tour. I reminded him of this earlier and he was really excited. Me too. It’s going to be such fun as we don’t spend much time together as he has school commitments and football training etc. Plus I often have the twins to give their mom a break lol so yeah, 2 weeks and it’s wands, magic and wizards for us little geeks. I can’t wait.


Paddington Station

Well as you know already; I met someone yesterday on a total “blind date”. Like, literally, I had no idea what he looked like. I do now. He’s my type so I was relieved when he picked me out the crowd. I was also relieved he had showed up lol especially after the journey I’d had. Apparently this week the National Rail decides they simply MUST do rail repair works somewhere between the station I live near, and another one a few stops down the line towards London. Suffice it say when I arrived at my station to board the train and found a replacement bus services instead: I panicked. Not because there’s anything wrong with buses. I use them locally a lot! It’s just I don’t travel that well on them, especially crammed in. But it’s the duration that’s the problem. You see I suffer from motion sickness and if I’d had to get a bus from my little town up to London Waterloo I’d have keeled over and puked within maybe 40 minutes at most. It turned out however that the bus replacement was just between my station and Woking. So the bus journey was approximately 25 minutes. Do-able. So I suffered it. At Woking I got on a train and within half hour I was arriving at Waterloo.

So I’m at Waterloo and I’m waiting for this guy to show up and he’s text saying he’s on his way. I realise I’m desperate for a pee so I locate some toilets and in I go. As I go in there’s a sign that says “30p to pee”. I see no means to deposit said money and no means of “stopping my entry” so I go in and do my business.

I’m walking back towards the centre of the station and this bloke is walking up to me. I suddenly realise who he is and relief washes over me. By this time it was about 8:45. We walk to the exit as we agree it’s better to go find a hotel first then decide what we’d like to do. Unfortunately we picked the night that the rugby is on so Central London is buzzing but also hectic. We try a few hotels outside and they’re all booked up so London Guy suggested we jump in a taxi and head further afield from the centre as the hotels will be more freer the further away you are. I agreed. It seemed logical. We ended up in Paddington near where he lives. We tried a couple of places but one had a separate toilet and I wasn’t comfortable having to leave the room in the night to pee. Don’t get me wrong, I’m brave and that but I’m not stupid. Also, how would that look: I go all the way to London to meet a “strange” guy for the first time and instead of being murdered by him, I get knifed in a hall way of a sleazy hotel by a random guy? Not good, right?
So we settled on a hotel, paid and got the keys. He said he’d go to the shop down the road for munchies and drinks so I locked the door and turned the tv on when he left. He came back and I cracked open a Magners. We spent some time chatting and getting to know each other. Overall it was a good meet. I went to sleep about 3 and woke up about 11. He had to get off to work and I wanted to start making my way home. We said our goodbyes and off we went.

I walked from the hotel to Paddington station. It wasn’t far and the sun was shining for a change. I stopped in the McDonalds next to the station for some “breakfast” but as it was so late they’d swapped the choices back to normal meals so I had some cheese bites and a chips. I got on the tube and arrived in Waterloo at 12:45. The next train from there to Woking was 1:11 so I didn’t have to wait too long so I grabbed a drink from a shop and found my platform. At Woking I had to wait almost an entire hour for the next replacement bus to home. It’s Sunday so the times gets further apart. I hadn’t thought to bring socks. It was cold as by time I got to Woking it was 2 and my feet were freezing when my nan picked me up from the station at home. I went to hers and had my roast dinner she’d saved me. It was nice and just what I needed.

Finally I got home a while ago and had a nice relaxing bath. I’ve been reading again, finally. I demolished the new James Patterson book from the Alex Cross series in less than 24 hours lol so I’m hoping to actually hit my book challenge target. I’ve purchased the next 2 books in the “Girl in the box” series so they’ll keep me amused. If I read both of those this week that’ll mean I’ll only have to read 4 more to hit it. It’s not December YET so I have time.

Watching this space lol


A fever of 104

Well the twins were dropped off yesterday evening. I fed them and got them into bed. Mom and I had some dinner and eventually I went up to bed myself. At 3:30am Freddie woke up crying and I soothed him like normal but he wouldn’t settle. He sounded like he was in pain. Eventually he settled, I think he exhausted himself because he just suddenly fell asleep laid on my chest – like a baby which is cute considering he’s a month shy of 2 years old.

At 7am they both got up and Fred was not a well bunny. He seemed overly hot and he wasn’t happy. He kept crying and he was breathing really fast so I phoned up my doctors and made an emergency appointment. They were great even though he’s not registered there. They put him as a temporary patient.

At 10 I strapped them in the stroller and we set off for his appointment at 10:30. When I got to the surgery I had to fill out a form so I left them both strapped in the stroller whilst I quickly filled that in. Then I let them both out. Frankie, feeling 100% healthy, took to running around and being a very energetic boy. Whereas Freddie just sat on my lap holding his Georgie Pig teddy, with his head resting on my chest.

I took them both to the room allocated when Freddie’s name was called. The doctor took a look at him. She looked in his ears and his throat. She listened to his chest. I’m surprised she could hear as he was screaming and Frankie was crying in sympathy. She took his temperature and it was 104. That’s very high! She told me his throat was red and so was his ears so she wrote a prescription for some antibiotics. She told me to get him some Calpol and Nurofen for his fever. She said the Calpol should take it right down. As soon as I left the doctors, mom picked us up and we ran straight up the pharmacy to get all the medicines.

After the pharmacy I went to Nan’s as some guy was coming out to fix my radiator and to do so we’d had to stand my bed up against the wall and remove everything from underneath it. It was easier to keep the twins away whilst it was being fixed. He was suppose to come by 12 but it’s 12.15 and he hasn’t so mom phoned them up and they’ve said the engineer will be out this afternoon as the original guy scheduled didn’t turn in this morning as it was meant to be his day off. Go figure!

Fred has had Calpol and his antibiotics. He took them both without a fuss and he’s currently asleep on the sofa. He looks unwell, he’s so pale bless him. I hope his fever comes down. The doctor says she’ll give me a call later on to check up and she wants to see him first thing tomorrow just to make sure he’s okay. She’s very efficient. I like her.

They’re at mine till Saturday morning. I got my letter through for the MRI. My appointment is Saturday at 6:25pm. Wtf! So random. And so quick. I only had the original ENT appointment the Saturday just gone. Talk about fast turnover lol It means I can’t go to my cousins party though which is a shame.

Anyways gotta go, baby duty calls in the form of a stinky butt.


Our little holiday is over

Well it is official; our little holiday is over. The twins have gone home, they were picked up today at about 1ish. We didn’t actually expect them to be picked up till either a lot later today, or early tomorrow morning.

Tuesday: We watched Hotel Transylvania in bed when we woke up, as it was so early lol We took them a play area thing, at the leisure centre, but unfortunately they fell asleep in the car and Fred then played up Tuesday night, took me hours to get him to calm down and go to sleep. He was crying in pain so I reckoned his teeth were playing up again so he had some ibuprofen (for kids) and some teething gel.

Wednesday: My mom looks after my uncle’s little girl on a Wednesday, as well as our old Nana so I said I’d get out of her hair as 3 under 2’s would’ve been a handful. I scooped up my babies and we went to my Nana’s, she finishes work at 12, so we had a play and watched some tv then we had lunch when she came in from work.

Thursday: We took the twins up the centre, with my mom, to pick up my old Nana. We haven’t taken the twins with us for about 7 months as I no longer spend Wednesdays and Thursdays with mom. I have worked in the week since April. I use to spend a lot of time with my mom, and my old Nana, and whenever I had the twins in the week we’d take them up the old folks place when we picked her up, after her day out. (She has dementia, so the place keeps her busy and they do fun activities etc) The lady at reception couldn’t believe how big they’ve gotten now. They both were asleep in the car, and we thought they’d wake up as soon as we took them from their carseats but they didn’t. They slept through the entire visit lol

Friday: They woke up 5am but after a quick nappy change and a nice fresh bottle they went back to sleep till 8am. Result! I got them up, we had breakfast and watched some tv then I gave them a bath. We all got dressed and got in the car to go to the leisure centre. The twins had a nice good play, Mom sat on the sofa with her coffee and my bro chased the twins around the play area. I took a load of photos of them coming down a twisting slide. They loved it.  At 12:30 their mom phoned to say she was on her way to pick them up, she missed them, so we drove back home to pack up their stuff and by 1pm they’d gone home. I actually miss them when they go lol

Yesterday I didn’t get up to much. I am skint and I have no friends so that explains my social life HAHA

Today I am a tad depressed that I am back to work tomorrow. I fear my manager will have a go about my leaving for holiday and announcing it via an email. In my defence he wasn’t in the office when I left and I had forgotten I hadn’t reminded him about it until I went to leave at 3 and by then he’d left for whatever reason. I guess we will see…